I don't

I can't find a reason to stay here,
I can't give you anything,
because something is missing inside me,
and I can't feel you're breathing.

There are times when you're behind me,
and some days when you're not here,
there are nights that you're around me,
and my heart just breaks in tears.

Because everything seems to involve me,
and I want to get lost and insane,
and the feelings that get me excited
are those of pain and hatred, my friend.

I don't want you to be nothing!
I don't want you to be free!
I don't want you to share something!
I don't want you to be me!

I don't care if you say something!
I don't care if you see me!
I don't care if you get nothing!
I don't care if you feel real!

And some days I find I'm shattered,
into pieces has broken my brain,
because everytime I feel like hiding
I get urges of bursting in flames.

Because everything seems to involve me,
and I want to get lost and insane,
and the feelings that get me excited
are those of pain and hatred, my friend.

I don't want you to be nothing!
I don't want you to be free!
I don't want you to share something!
I don't want you to be me!

I don't care if you say something!
I don't care if you see me!
I don't care if you get nothing!
I don't care if you feel real!

I'm not true!
I'm not you!
I'm not through!
I'm confused!

I don't want you to be nothing!
I don't want you to be free!
I don't want you to share something!
I don't want you to be me!

I don't care if you say something!
I don't care if you see me!
I don't care if you get nothing!
I don't care if you feel real!

So just let me burn.

Erik S.G.P.
-25-II-'08-